Before I get to far on this Blog I do want to make one thing clear at the beginning so no one has to wonder??? My father did not commit any of my sexual abuse. My parents were not really aware that I was being harmed sexually or ritually.
Now that everything has come out and my memory exposed, my parents have sadly looked back and now can identify "red flags" and "warning signs". They have gone through their own mourning, grief, and healing as they have learned what I experienced as a child. I have full support of my parents and my sister as I have gone through this process. I also have their full support as I begin to write down and share my past. My parents are fully aware and accepting that there are some negative things that I will share about my past that will involve them and they give their support and thumbs up in my moving forward and allowing God to help our whole family move to the next stage in life God has for us.
My mom and sister contend that I will be the next Beth Moore, at this point, I just want to survive, write some of this down and maybe attempt some "SMALL" group talks in the future. I appreciate their belief and support of and in me!
My Blog will not go in order of events. I have chosen not to put that type of pressure on myself. I plan to blog when God seems to call me to this page and will blog about whatever He leads me to share. That is the only way that this even seems "do-able".
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